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I Know YouWhen I first met you I felt like I had known you forever, telling you my secrets and what I didn't want ever. you listened to me I bet you thought I'd never end, who would have thought we would become more than just friends. Over a period of time, I got to know the real you. A boy so caring and gentle, with a heart so true. You've survived your life with hurt and loneliness by your side. I told you I'd never leave because of the feelings I have inside. I know you like no one I have ever known, and sometimes I wonder what I'd do if you were gone? So I have decided time answers all. If it is meant to be time will remove the wall. I love the way we are together, you can always make me smile. Will it ever really be forever? I guess I will have to wait awhile. Time will reveal, what lies ahead but always remember what I have said. Meeting you has changed my life and I really love you so, the feelings I feel for you I am never letting go. Remember me always and I will too. I always think of me and you. |
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A Toast To ForeverYou're the one I can't live without This fact is true, I have no doubt I love the way you smile at me I love the way together we're free You may be strange and slightly loony But all this means nothing to me Because you are who you are And I can see your beauty Inside and out Which is what threw me When everyday I see you Till then I cannot wait To know what we will go through Are in the hands of fate The first time that I saw you I knew I must steal your heart I hope that it's mine for ever And that we never do part You are the one I love the most And to this here fact I propose a toast; May we grow old and still have fun Because I love you and my heart you've won |
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| Mask I was once sad and lonely, Having nobody to comfort me, So I wore a mask that always smiled; To hide my feelings behind a lie. Before long, I had many friends; With my mask, I was one of them. But deep inside, I still felt empty, Like I was missing a part of me. Nobody could hear my cries at night For I designed my mask to hide the lies. Nobody could see the pain I was feeling For I designed my mask to be laughing. Behind all the smiles were the tears And behind all the comfort were the fears. Everything you think you see, Wasn't everything there was to me. Day by day, I was slowly dying. I couldn't go on, There was something missing.. Until now I'm still searching For the thing that'll stop my crying. For someone who'll erase my fears, For the person who'll wipe my tears. But till then I'll keep on smiling. Hiding behind this mask I'm wearing. Hoping one day I can smile, Till then, I'll be here.. waiting. |
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What do you expect, I am just a teenage girl
It was Year 1995, I was 13 and starting high school in the rural
part of town. The first day of school was good all was peaceful.
Met my teachers and classmates and we started bonding with each
other. I was born in the year of the dog and was pretty much a
down to earth little kid. I was tease by my peers for wearing a
kiddish disney schoolbag on the first day of school. We studied
literature and maths. We had science practicals in school and PE
sessions. I had fun bonding with kids who are alike me and had
the same common interests. I was a studious and good little girl
with average grades. Me and my friends moved on to our individual
levels after the first year of high school. Life was getting more
hectic and stressful as our studies begin to overload with tests,
practicals and exams.
All of my pals started hanging out with guys in school and i was
introduced to all to all these good-looking guys but i had only
eye for my cute maths teacher. Everybody started pairing up and
things starts getting interesting! Boy and girl problems to be
honest which is very normal. No big deal i'd say we're old enough
to think for ourselves. We start dressing up and try to look
pretty with nice hair, bags and shoes.
Met my first teenage love - M on my last year in school who
already had a pretty gf. Her name is Mabel. She is the
schoolbelle. I started calling M everyday and we chatted on the
phone. We study together and he is the first guy i kiss. We hang
out in his house and watched him sleep. We had a school trip to
Thailand for our History lessons and I had fun with my
classmates.
We went separate ways after going to college. He saw me for the
last time and told me to take care because he was worried i would
be alone and nobody would be taking care of me. We still kept in
touch. He was still with his high school gf while i go to
college and study. I heard he went to prison for drugs and was
very worried and asked him how he was doing but he told me he was
fine that he got married. I met my own bf Eugene in Poly and he
went on to become a Kpop star..
I was still in touch with her ex-gf and 5 years later she died in
a car accident. M knew about it but i had no idea how he was
taking it... I guessed he was already married i shall not disturb
him. He continued to be a shining star in the Kpop industry and
was doing fine. He is a brave and smart guy and can take care of
himself...
Another 5 years went by i was suffering from depression and was
homebound. He knew about it and secretly wanted to take care of
me. He moved to my house next door and i knoew nothing that he
was there all the time and watched me for 5 years. He got my
number from my friend and got to know my young brother. He
secretly came to my house and gave me a ring. He said wanted to
marry me. He already died when i found the ring. i was very
devasted and break down. Tears came falling down.Eugene told me
the secret he had kept for M for 15 years. That he was his
brother and M told him to come and take care of me. i visited him
at the grave with my now husband and returned him the ring and
hope he would find true love in his next life. He is an Angel and
i will remember him forever.
part of town. The first day of school was good all was peaceful.
Met my teachers and classmates and we started bonding with each
other. I was born in the year of the dog and was pretty much a
down to earth little kid. I was tease by my peers for wearing a
kiddish disney schoolbag on the first day of school. We studied
literature and maths. We had science practicals in school and PE
sessions. I had fun bonding with kids who are alike me and had
the same common interests. I was a studious and good little girl
with average grades. Me and my friends moved on to our individual
levels after the first year of high school. Life was getting more
hectic and stressful as our studies begin to overload with tests,
practicals and exams.
All of my pals started hanging out with guys in school and i was
introduced to all to all these good-looking guys but i had only
eye for my cute maths teacher. Everybody started pairing up and
things starts getting interesting! Boy and girl problems to be
honest which is very normal. No big deal i'd say we're old enough
to think for ourselves. We start dressing up and try to look
pretty with nice hair, bags and shoes.
Met my first teenage love - M on my last year in school who
already had a pretty gf. Her name is Mabel. She is the
schoolbelle. I started calling M everyday and we chatted on the
phone. We study together and he is the first guy i kiss. We hang
out in his house and watched him sleep. We had a school trip to
Thailand for our History lessons and I had fun with my
classmates.
We went separate ways after going to college. He saw me for the
last time and told me to take care because he was worried i would
be alone and nobody would be taking care of me. We still kept in
touch. He was still with his high school gf while i go to
college and study. I heard he went to prison for drugs and was
very worried and asked him how he was doing but he told me he was
fine that he got married. I met my own bf Eugene in Poly and he
went on to become a Kpop star..
I was still in touch with her ex-gf and 5 years later she died in
a car accident. M knew about it but i had no idea how he was
taking it... I guessed he was already married i shall not disturb
him. He continued to be a shining star in the Kpop industry and
was doing fine. He is a brave and smart guy and can take care of
himself...
Another 5 years went by i was suffering from depression and was
homebound. He knew about it and secretly wanted to take care of
me. He moved to my house next door and i knoew nothing that he
was there all the time and watched me for 5 years. He got my
number from my friend and got to know my young brother. He
secretly came to my house and gave me a ring. He said wanted to
marry me. He already died when i found the ring. i was very
devasted and break down. Tears came falling down.Eugene told me
the secret he had kept for M for 15 years. That he was his
brother and M told him to come and take care of me. i visited him
at the grave with my now husband and returned him the ring and
hope he would find true love in his next life. He is an Angel and
i will remember him forever.
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How to 6 Easy Lazy Summer Hairstyles ..
Hair tutorial; learn how to do 6 easy, everyday hairstyles for lazy summer days, with cute braids, half-updos, and messy buns.
How to 6 Easy Lazy Summer Hairstyles ..
Hair tutorial; learn how to do 6 easy, everyday hairstyles for lazy summer days, with cute braids, half-updos, and messy buns.
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FeelingsFeelings tell the truth, they never lieFeelings tell the truth between you and I But what if they hide, they don't come out Then how will your feelings come about Through signs, that's kind of crazy That's like not working at it and being lazy Through art, though picture would be grand It doesn't paint a full picture to understand Through words, though you say them proud The may not come across as being loud So how do you release how you feel? To make sure that someone knows that it's real You start at your stomach, where the butterflies roll And that sends a message right to your soul. From your soul, it moves through you blood And it enters your heart like a flood. From there, it sits in your heart, awaiting its fate But you better release it soon, or it will be too late So how do you let your feelings out? Look in your heart It is there you will see that you should have looked there from the start. |
50 Ways to Be Romantic on the Cheap
Often my articles on family are about spending time with your kids, but today we’ll talk about another important aspect of families: couples. If you’ve got a significant other, I highly recommend you keep the spark of your relationship alive and find ways to show you appreciate each other, every week and every day, if possible.
Look for little, inexpensive ways to be romantic, and it will pay off for your relationship in innumerable ways.
Why inexpensive? Well, you could rent a limo and take your love to a snooty French restaurant, or whisk him or her off to a trip to the snow-capped Alps, or rent a stadium and have the Three Tenors sing love songsfor you while the New York Philharmonic plays in the background. I don’t know about you, but I can’t afford to do that kind of stuff more than a few times a month. The rest of the time, I have to resort to cheaposity.
Before we get into the list, let’s look at a few notes on how to use the list:
- Weekly dates. I recommend you have a date at least once a week with your partner. It doesn’t have to be an expensive one, but at least find some way to spend a couple hours time together. If you’ve got kids, like I do, find a babysitter.
- Communicate. Romantic gestures don’t take the place of real communication. Take time to talk about your goals, your dreams, your plans for the future, your current lives, things you’re happy about, things you love about the other person, things you’d like to work on, things you’re grateful for.
- Inspiration. This list contains a lot of obvious stuff — you could probably come up with twice as many good ideas yourself. But the list doesn’t aim for originality — it aims to be an inspiration. Pick and choose some good ideas, or use it to spark some of your own. Sometimes we just need a little reminder.
- Forget Valentines. Boycott Valentine’s Day, as it makes people think they should be romantic on special occasions. Instead, pick one of these ideas and do it any day of the week — no need for a special occasion.
OK, enough talk. Let’s look at some ways to be romantic without breaking your budget (note to my mom: don’t read this, as there are a couple of sexy-time things later on):
- Write a poem.
- Cook a romantic dinner.
- Give a full-body massage.
- Pack a sunset picnic.
- Pick wildflowers on the way home.
- Burn a CD with love songs.
- Give dark chocolates.
- Read poetry together.
- Prepare strawberries with fondue chocolate.
- Snuggle together on a rainy day.
- Leave little love notes everywhere.
- Send a love email every day.
- Take a moonlit walk on the beach.
- Snuggle together while watching romantic movies (Casablanca, Audrey Hepburn are my favs).
- Get good wine, watch shooting stars.
- Take a bath together (use bubbles!).
- Bring home good coffee or a decadent sweet.
- Take a walk down memory lane — visit some of the special places from your early days of dating.
- Make warm chocolate cake for dessert.
- Make a scrapbook with photos, mementos, and little notes from you lives together.
- Kiss in the rain.
- Ride a ferris wheel.
- Sneak away from a party and make out.
- Bring home great take-out, and light some candles.
- Fix something or fix up the house just to make your partner happy.
- Slow dance to romantic music.
- Take a nap together.
- Kiss slowly, touching his or her back and neck and nape — slowly.
- Make a list of everything you love about him or her.
- Write a love letter.
- Clip or email things that make you think of him or her, every day.
- Go to a movie, ignore the movie, and make out like teen-agers.
- Groom yourself, and try to look good for your partner.
- Take some quiet time and talk about your day.
- Write little notes, one for each way he or she drives you crazy.
- Feed each other grapes.
- Recreate your partner’s favorite romantic movie scene.
- Pretend you’re going on a first date — show up at the door with flowers, all dressed up, with your car washed and cleaned, looking spiffy. Recreate the first time.
- Create a little box with a bunch of your partner’s favorite things inside.
- Paint each other with flavored body paint. Be creative!
- Try some sexy role-playing. Get dressed up, be daring, have fun.
- Give a little token to your partner to wear, and say it’s to remind him or her all day that you love them.
- Sing a favorite song to him or her. Only do this if you can sing fairly well.
- Have dinner on the roof, with some candles. This doesn’t work if your roof slopes sharply.
- Hold hands, and walk somewhere with lots of pretty lights.
- Say I love you. In a different way, every day.
- Blindfold your partner. Use a feather. Slowly.
- Declare your love, very publicly.
- Fruit or berries and freshly made whipped cream.
- Play Sade. Do what comes naturally. Slowly.
First Day of Fall Proposal Ideas
Fall is my absolute favorite season. The boots, the sweaters, the leaves, the weather– it’s all perfect. If your girl is like me, then seize the moment to propose at the beginning of her favorite season. That means she can spend the three months enjoying her engagement. It also means that if she wants a fall wedding, you guys have a year to plan. Win, win– right?
Of course, the first day of fall isn’t always cool or perfect-weather-ready like the season is. So how do you get away with planning a fall proposal when
it actually still feels like summer outside? Here are my suggestions!
1. Make a Fall Bucket List. What a cute way to plan the season together! Make a list together or make one that you give to her– either way you can surprise her with putting, “Get Engaged” at the bottom. If you’re making it together, make sure to write it down and be all flirty by covering it up, then when she reads it immediately get down on one knee. Swoon-worthy moment.
2. Make a Summer Memories Scrapbook. Start the season right by sending off the last one. End the book of photos/memories/texts with START THE FALL RIGHT: GET ENGAGED. I highly doubt she’s going to say no when you’re giving her more than one momentum to hold on to.
3. Use Fall Favorites. Whether it’s a Pumpkin Spice Latte from Starbucks or a pumpkin cupcake from her favorite bakery, surprise her as soon as her favorite seasonal-treat is out. While I wouldn’t suggest putting her ring in the food, find a way to make the packaging speak for you. Write, “Will You Marry Me?” on her coffee cup or the napkin that accompanies that cupcake.
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| Love? It is next to impossible To say why, exactly. So much is admirable. Still, things change. Behavior changes. Time goes on. Nevertheless, Character. It does not change. Who he is. What he is. How he is. Love is immeasurable. Its reason not definable. Love? Definitely! Just because. |
