What do you expect, I am just a teenage girl

What do you expect, I am just a teenage girl

It was Year 1995, I was 13 and starting high school in the rural
  part of town. The first day of school was good all was peaceful.
  Met my teachers and classmates and we started bonding with each
  other. I was born in the year of the dog and was pretty much a
  down to earth little kid. I was tease by my peers for wearing a
  kiddish disney schoolbag on the first day of school. We studied
  literature and maths. We had science practicals in school and PE
  sessions. I had fun bonding with kids who are alike me and had
  the same common interests. I was a studious and good little girl
  with average grades. Me and my friends moved on to our individual
  levels after the first year of high school. Life was getting more
  hectic and stressful as our studies begin to overload with tests,

  practicals and exams.

All of my pals started hanging out with guys in school and i was
  introduced to all to all these good-looking guys but i had only
  eye for my cute maths teacher. Everybody started pairing up and
  things starts getting interesting! Boy and girl problems to be
  honest which is very normal. No big deal i'd say we're old enough
  to think for ourselves. We start dressing up and try to look
  pretty with nice hair, bags and shoes.

Met my first teenage love - M on my last year in school who
  already had a pretty gf. Her name is Mabel. She is the
  schoolbelle. I started calling M everyday and we chatted on the
  phone. We study together and he is the first guy i kiss. We hang
  out in his house and watched him sleep. We had a school trip to
  Thailand for our History lessons and I had fun with my
  classmates.

We went separate ways after going to college. He saw me for the
  last time and told me to take care because he was worried i would
  be alone and nobody would be taking care of me. We still kept in
  touch.  He was still with his high school gf while i go to
  college and study. I heard he went to prison for drugs and was
  very worried and asked him how he was doing but he told me he was
  fine that he got married. I met my own bf Eugene in Poly and he
  went on to become a Kpop star..

I was still in touch with her ex-gf and 5 years later she died in
  a car accident. M knew about it but i had no idea how he was
  taking it... I guessed he was already married i shall not disturb
  him. He continued to be a shining star in the Kpop industry and
  was doing fine. He is a brave and smart guy and can take care of
  himself...

Another 5 years went by i was suffering from depression and was
  homebound. He knew about it and secretly wanted to take care of
  me. He moved to my house next door and i knoew nothing that he
  was there all the time and watched me for 5 years. He got my
  number from my friend and got to know my young brother. He
  secretly came to my house and gave me a ring. He said wanted to
  marry me. He already died when i found the ring. i was very
  devasted and break down. Tears came falling down.Eugene told me
  the secret he had kept for M for 15 years. That he was his
  brother and M told him to come and take care of me. i visited him
  at the grave with my now husband and returned him the ring and
  hope he would find true love in his next life. He is an Angel and
  i will remember him forever.

Category: Love